The Heart of God

By: Woodrow Lucas

Sometimes it seems like God doesn’t care,

We pray and pray and nothing happens,

The pain and sorrow get worse and worse and we wonder?

Does God have any concern at all for me?

But see, God’s timing is a wondrous and complex thing,

And if we could see her heart,

We would see the Holy Spirit moving heaven and earth to prepare a joyful rest that we can’t forget,

A joyful rest that sits in our consciousness and reverberates joy through our being in an endless, eternal reckoning,

You see it is the will of the Holy Spirit as she works through Hindus, Jews, Muslims, New Agers, Christians, atheists, and agnostics to not lose one soul to despair.

An in the short run this sometimes seems like a quixotic daydream with no merit,

But in the long run the Holy Ghost always gets her way.  The Queen of Heaven will not be denied,

Your soul will know peace whether it be in this lifetime or the next,

It will happen,

For Jesus’ love is truly invincible,

And even Satan will one day succumb to it,

God’s heart is to reach you and convince you of how much he loves by all means necessary.

And trust me, what God wants, God eventually gets, and that’s a fact.

We Are Loved

By: Woodrow Lucas

Sometimes life isn’t what we expect,

And we ponder on the meaning of our birth,

But then God shows us the faces of those who have prayed for us throughout the years,

And God blesses us to hear their prayers,

And we realize that we are loved beyond measure.

And sometimes miracles like this don’t happen,

And we have to believe that we are loved without physical proof,

We must simply trust that we are loved by God and many others,

And in that reckoning,

We are empowered to love others, not out of obligation but rather gratitude.

We Are One

By: Woodrow Lucas

My sister,  my mother, my brother,

I have seen the face of darkness,

My sister, my mother, my brother,

I have felt the sting of dark isolation in my flesh, and I have felt the pain of rejection in my consciousness,

And as Jesus revives me from that nightmare,

I can tell you one thing for sure,

We are one,

We are one species,

We are one ecosystem,

We are one planet,

We are one solar system,

We are one galaxy,

We are one cosmos,

We are one spirit,

We are one soul,

And we are one being!!!

But we are not one in sameness,

No we are all unique snowflake frequencies in God’s rainbow,

We are all integral notes in God’s symphony of unconditional love,

Jesus showed that he is one with the  misery of our deluded duality by dying on the cross,

And in rising from violence he revealed our common destiny of endless communion as one common heartbeat,

We are not separate and never have been,

The illusion of dark enmity is giving way to the light of eternal unity,

For the age of Aquarius is upon us,

And bliss awaits us all!!

 

I Am A Cafeteria Christian

By: Woodrow Lucas

I am a Cafeteria Christian,

I am a Cafeteria Christian through and through,

Are you?

I am a Cafeteria Christian because while I believe it is God breathed,

All of Christian Scripture doesn’t speak to me,

Not all of it illuminates me to see my Savior as he really is,

I quote Christian Scripture more than most,

And yet it is love that guides me more than any word, written on a page,

Christians who believe that the Bible is the Word of God usually inspire me quite a bit,

For the quality of their devotion and the fervor of their worship is astounding,

But I believe that God gave me an imagination for a reason,

And I see God more fully through imagining a mother of pure love,

Than the litigious vision of my brothers and sisters being thrown into a lake of fire to writhe for all eternity.

In my mind’s eye my heart shows me every human soul embracing Jesus in the hereafter with tears of gratitude in their eyes,

In my mind’s eye my heart shows me even Satan himself prostrate before our Savior with tears of contrition in his eyes, begging Jesus for a second chance,

And then I see Jesus embracing him and saying “I forgive you brother. Now sing me a song like in the old days.”

Christian Scripture must be beautiful for just consider the way that those who believe it worship God in transcendent ecstasy with tears in their eyes,

And Christian Scripture must be sacred for how could so many verses in it guide my life and give me hope if they weren’t sacred from the heart of the Mother herself.

But in the end, the dreams that get me through nightmarish moments have more to do with the Holy Spirit guiding and illuminating me directly and less with anything written.

I am a cafeteria Christian because some of the dreams that God has given me cannot be found in the bible and yet they are too beautiful to ignore.

Love is my obsession.  And even as I am healed of obsession,  Love is my master, and even as I am healed of slavery, love is my best friend.

And Christian Scripture speaks of love, yes it does, it does so beautifully..

But love has more to say than can be found in the 66 books of the Bible.

And I for one want to hear every last word!!

Tonight

By: Woodrow Lucas

Tonight, I do not feel so saved,

I do not feel so good or right,

Tonight, I feel so close to death,

That pains in my heart do not bring me fright,

Tonight, I feel like a lost soul,

I can’t remember a single thing,

That might make some view me wise,

Or might make nightingale’s sing,

Tonight I am lost,

Tonight I am jealous and angry and tired too,

Tonight, I do not wish well for many or few,

Tonight, I don’t care if the homeless freeze,

Or if battered wives perish at the hands of their monsters,

Tonight, I read scripture and Jesus seems like an angry, tormented, fool.

Tonight, I read Hindu texts and they seem like self-righteous stereo instructions written only for those who meditate ad-nauseum.

Tonight I cannot conceive in my heart,

Of a God who has loved me from the start,

And yet, tonight, I know if death claims me while I sleep,

That I go home to a hero’s welcome at my Savior’s seat,

For I know that my fickle consciousness,

And my even more my fickle mood,

Are not what determine my ultimate fate,

I know that my goodness is not the measure that God’s uses to assess her love for me even in my abuses,

I know with a knowing that goes beyond my soul,

That God loves us all like little infant babes,

Who sometimes throw temper tantrums and sometimes disobey,

That it is truly not that I love God, but that God loves me.

And so you see,

That is what makes me a universalist,

Because I know that all of us are just infants trying the best that we can,

And that woman or man, child, or elder,

God has a plan for each and every one of us,

God loves EACH OF US!!!

God loves us not because we think the right things,

Or breathe the right way,

Or visualize the right images,

Or pray the right prayers,

God loves us because we are her children!!

God will redeem all, not because all seem so redeemable,

But because  God loves each and every one of us, with the same fervor that he loves Jesus,

And yes just like Jesus, some of us for whatever reason may go to a cross,

Heck some of us might go to three or four crosses,

But in the end, God will succor our wounds and comfort our memories and set us into endless bliss.

I am a Universalist to the core of my being,

For even when I see no love,

I feel no love,

I have no love,

I know with a knowing that is deeper than my soul, that LOVE IS REAL!!

And that GOD IS LOVE!!

And that GOD HAS SAVED ALL AND WILL SAVE ALL!!!

God will save Satan.

God will save every demon, every devil, every jinn, and every false prophet that has ever existed.

Because this is God’s nature!!

God wills to redeem.

And though in the short run God’s will is not always done,

In the long run, God’s will is always done.

God is redemption!!

God is salvation.

And Jesus loves me, even if right now I feel like he is a narcissistic egomaniac.

It doesn’t matter,

Jesus’ thoughts are above my thoughts and his ways are above my ways,

And even though right now, I feel pretty dark,

He will find a way to lead me to the light again,

Because it is not that I love Jesus, but that Jesus loves me.

I have failed Jesus so many times.

And in my mind, Jesus has failed me just as many,

But that cannot change the love between us.

For that love is based on a Savior who loves me like he loves his very self.

And he is the Quizat Satterach.

He is the super being.

Tonight, I realize in this darkness of my consciousness.

That God has made me into a Universalist through and through.

For even now, I know that there is not one creature anywhere who will not be redeemed by her irresistible grace.

Right now, I love no one!!

Right now, I feel empty!!

Right now, I feel no zeal to help a living soul,

But right now, God loves me.

Right now, God has saved me,

Right now, God has a plan for me,

Right now, God will not let me forget her incredible plan of redemption for everything!!

And even though I am not grateful!!

She still delights in me!!

Because as beautiful as we are, and we are beautiful creatures,

Universalism, Grace, Mercy, they are not about us, they are about a being so beyond us and yet also so stitched to our very essence, that she will love us until the end of time and after that!!!

And that is Gospel truth!!