Destination Love

By: Woodrow Odom Lucas

Recently, I reconnected with a dear friend of mine to whom I had not spoken in 2 years. In the process of sharing our experiences since we had last talked, she intimated to me that recently, she had a near death experience.  During this near death experience, she said that she met Jesus and experienced what she described as “eternity” in which there was “no time” but rather past, present, and future were all simultaneously occurring.  She intimated that being in the presence of the Lord was beyond any experience of love that she had ever had.  She said that Jesus’ love completed her in a way such that she could not think of anyone else in his presence.  She said that in the “eternity” in which she operated, that Jesus was huge and was the center of all activity.  Her authority in communicating this was mesmerizing as she spoke with a confidence that I have scarcely encountered.  I told her that she seemed “transfigured” and that I believed that she had actually met the Lord.  Ironically, another friend of mine was recently telling me about a book that she was reading called, The Prince of Heaven by Eben Alexander, in which an unbeliever had a near death experience and recounted going to a place of infinite love.  Similarly, Wayne Dyer the spiritual teacher and PBS personality had a woman on one of his telecasts who had a near death experience and spoke of a state of being where worry, anxiety, and fear had absolutely no place and were completely muted by the unconditional love that surrounded and infused her.

As a Universalist, these accounts are very affirming of my conviction that all human beings, from the worst of us to the best of us, are eventually destined to bliss, wholeness, and the unconditional love of God.  Even given the idea of hell that some people who have had near death experiences recount visiting, this hell is surely not eternal and is a place of remediation where much needed lessons are learned.  Revisiting the first near death account of encountering an existential condition wherein Jesus is the center of reality and his love is all consuming makes me think of Phillipians 2:5-11 wherein Paul describes our savior as “being in very nature God” and yet humbling himself to be born as a human being and live a life of sadness and loneliness for the greater redemption of all things.  When one considers how big Jesus is in the afterlife, his humility in deciding to live among a people who in many ways did not value his gifts of love and compassion is dumbfounding.  While Jesus had a considerable following in Israel at times in his ministry, he was a relative unknown compared to historical characters like Julius Cesar or even Herod Antipas.  In fact, Jesus was such an unknown to most people that finding historical confirmation of his life is difficult.

There is something about this earthly and natural realm of existence that creates a profound temptation to devalue things that are important to eternity and value things that in the scheme of the cosmos have very little true significance.  It seems that there is something about this experience of human life that inappropriately puts great weight on relatively meaningless criteria such as worldly accomplishment, worldly notoriety, and material gain and that underestimates the truly eternal significance of love, justice, mercy, compassion, empathy, and gratitude.  This world’s problematic value system can sometimes be frustrating if we forget that one day, one fine day, we will be in the presence of unconditional love and the learning experiences, trials, and difficulties of this life will be over.

Some claim that a worldview that seriously integrates the notion of a beautiful and wondrous afterlife will cause the believer in such a hope to neglect practical matters and to become so spiritually minded that they are “no earthly good.” But in my experience, it is my understanding of a wondrous destiny for us all that motivates me to make this earth better and to make people’s lives better.  The confidence that Jesus truly got the victory over hatred, greed, malice, and contempt on the cross and that in some profound mystery secured the destinies of all human beings in that moment of sacrifice helps me work through discouragement and hold fast to hope.  I truly believe that understanding love as our ultimate destination helps one to advocate for justice with more rather than less fervor because one operates in the unflinching belief that righteousness, equality, and love are not just destined to win, but have in many senses already won.  This kind of awareness helps us to persevere when it seems like circumstances in our earthly journey are untenable.  To know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this earth will one day resemble that wondrous afterlife where fear and hatred have absolutely no place, is so empowering that it will one day make real what is already real to the angels.  Because love has already won, it will surely win.

No matter how bleak things seem in reference to the mass incarceration of the poor or lingering racism or homophobia or worldwide violence or ethnic cleansing we have an existential guarantee that evil and suffering must and will fade to be replaced by the perfect love that is all around us but often times not acknowledged.  The truth is that misery, suffering, and pain are ephemeral and it is joy, love, and peace that are eternal.  The truth is that this earth’s destiny has already been decided and in spite of global warming, over-population, and the unconscionable hoarding of wealth that seem to be defining our reality that this planet’s destiny is ultimately good.  We who stand for love truly cannot fail and those who stand against love will soon be converted.  For our journey is blessed and our destination is love and no worry, pain, anguish, sorrow, bad choice, or adversity can ever change that.

Mr. Officer?

By: Woodrow Odom Lucas

Mr. Officer your job is hard I know,

Policing men and women as they travel to and fro,

You have a thankless duty sure it’s true,

For just as you hate crime many criminals hate you,

But this I need to grasp good sir, this I need to see,

In the way that I fear you, do you fear me?

When you are called out to a crime scene and you sense that danger is near,

Do you double over in anguish? Do you feel this throbbing fear?

When you see a gun pulled out against you, do you feel as though you might?

Explode from trepidation and sink despairing into fright,

Because I must be honest from the time that I was young,

I have felt as though you hunt me and when I see you I think to run,

As fast as feet can carry for I seek not to be the one,

Whose dark shadows you cast your lights upon like hunters to a deer,

Mr. Officer, I must implore you, do you feel this fear?

That I feel every time I see you and every time I think of law,

When I think of the rights of my brothers that you trampled as no one saw,

Or if they saw they chose to ignore you as you beat me like a dog,

Of if they saw they chose to ignore you as you hunt me in this fog,

Of rancid hatred and dark musings I seldom share,

Of pain throughout my soul as you fix on me your stare,

Mr. Officer, I must ask you, when you step into your car,

Do you feel like a hunted animal or an insect in a jar?

Do you feel the heat of Tasers as they shock your skin and back,

Do you feel like a beast that has been cornered teeth glaring and poised for attack,

Mr. Officer, there was a time when I sought your protection but now I know your mind,

I feel like you have very little desire to protect me and those of my kind,

So I simply try to stay far away from your supposedly protective glare,

Because I can feel your eyes upon me as they strip my spirit bare,

Of the esteem that a man might come to expect in a world that was just and fair,

And perhaps one day when our eyes meet and we are locked in a poignant stare,

You will feel for just a moment what it feels like in your gut,

To be hunted like a creature and stepped on like a mutt,

Mr. Officer?, Mr. Officer? Can you feel the hatred in my tone?

Do you hate me as I have come to hate you as you turn my heart to stone?

Mr. Officer, You have a thankless duty sure it’s true,

For just as you hate crime many criminals hate you,

But this I need to grasp good sir, this I need to see,

In the way that I fear you, do you fear me?